Big Chop reflections

I recently did the big chop. I was frustrated with transitioning and chopped it last week, Jan 2, 2010. I was emotionless when I did it, but as the days went on and I continued to pass the mirror, I thought: What have I done?!!! There’s no turning back so Im learning to embrace what IS. Watching big chop journey's on youtube put me at peace! It won’t be an easy road but God is with me every step of the way. It may seem silly, but it’s a new way of life for me and change is not easy but I embrace it. My natural hair is beautiful and the best is yet to be revealed over this next year.